For as long as I can remember, well actually for the past 5 years of my life, I have always immediately felt condemned after I did something that I knew I shouldn't have done. The condemnation has always made me feel stuck and totally insecure in myself and in God's calling over my life.
I went from a complete and utter mess to telling myself that "I am free..." Free from the dark thoughts that I bottle up daily and free from the insecurities and condemnation that has entrapped me for the last few years.
It's amazing how God - when you completely surrender and present all honesty to him - can take you in the palm of His hands and immerse you in His love for You. He took such a broken and guilty situation and turned it into something beautiful. He never forsook me or left me to clean up my own mess, instead he showered me with his love and wrapped me in his arms.
I spent this morning in worship and in prayer and I sang songs that were love songs to him and I prayed fervently for God to continue to change my heart. I am so thankful for His love for me. His love for me...